It's settled that on September 1st, I'm flying to San Francisco to go see a concert on September 2nd. I can assure you that it's not just any show, however. It's the Finch, Senses Fail, The Starting Line, Home Grown, The Early November, and Allister concert! That is fucking awesome if you ask me. I love all of those bands and I'm friends with Senses Fail and of course Nate Barcalow. I don't know exactly where my boyfriend's band is going to be at that time, but if he can't or doesn't want to fly there with me, I completely understand. This is a spur-of-the-moment type of thing and I'm really kind of psyched about it. ♥ ...LOOK AT THAT HEART. Sorry, but that really amuses me.

I miss Foxx, Leah, and Brittin. I'm not going to go into detail because if I were to do that, I'd wind up getting extremely emotional and it's the last thing I want on a night like this. Let's just say that no matter how bad things got sometimes, I really miss the old days. I miss spending every waking moment with three of the best friends I have ever had. We're all drifting away from each other and it's really breaking my heart to know that we'll probably never share the connection that we once did several months ago.

Have you ever felt like giving up on certain things in your life? That said things are complete messes and you'd maybe be better off without them complicating things? I am being as vague as I can be with fear of fucking things up, but really, I had to get it out sometime.

The first paragraph is really the only reason why I updated. Why do I feel like changing my LJ name thing from 'Lettuce' to 'I LOVE DANNY TRAPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'? I am clearly not all there.