I am going to start off this entry by saying that I just read about 350 entries back on my friends page and I am sick and tired of reading. Rather than cry about it, I'd simply like to alert everyone that this person's icons are clearly retarded and even though I have never said a single word to her and I have no problems with her (read: I'm sure she's nice), her icons are awful and if I knew who she was, I'd make her new ones myself. Aren't I such a nice person? Please don't answer that.

Where is Buddy? I am not going to stop asking where he is until he magically calls my cellphone or signs onto AIM. When I met him a few months ago, I really didn't expect him to mean this much to me. I find myself thinking about him and how he's making out several times a week, even though I haven't spoken to him in what seems like ages. I tagged along with their tour for a little while and had one of the best times of my life, even if I did have to sleep in a van a lot and traveled for hours with every single bodily fluid you could imagine in the seats around me. Their manager, Butch, was even so great. He was absolutely hilarious. Made me laugh every single day, that crazy asian. Shawn was wonderful as well, he's their roadie. We'd all cram into this huge triple-long double-wide van with Jersey plates, all eight of us, and we'd tour America. I can even recall one time when we were sitting outside of the van before one of the shows. These kids drove by in a car and someone yelled out the window, "SENSES FAIL SUCKS!!!" so Buddy grabbed a baseball bat out of the back of the van and ran after the car on a mission. It was so funny at the time, I couldn't stop laughing. The car sped up insanely fast, it was originally going about ten miles per hour, and Buddy ran back to the van while laughing uproariously. During a few shows, Buddy dedicated one of their new songs on their forthcoming album to me. It was called "Tie Her Up" and even though it's about hating an ex so much that you'd seriously kill them with no remorse, we both knew that dedicating it to me was a joke and it was really quite great. I love those crazy kids a lot, each and every one of them. I can't wait to tour in their company again, hopefully sometime soon. Who knows, right?

Time passes fast, especially while in good company. My boyfriend would definitely be considered 'good company,' that's for sure. As stupid and absolutely corny as this sounds, I fall for him more and more each day. Our one-month anniversary was on the 14th and it seemed like a huge obstacle that we finally passed. Now that everything is definite and we're surely not breaking up, I can only imagine more and more x-month anniversaries that we'll be surviving through. He's honestly what makes my life satisfying, and even though he stated in his entry that he thinks he might be in love with me, I know I'm in love with him. It's definite. Call me crazy, but just the thought of living without him makes me want to burst into tears. I know I once told myself that I'd never depend on anyone to keep me happy or sane, but Cone keeps me both. I can't even think of where I'd be without him. I don't like writing sappy entries so I'm shutting up now, but I felt the need to get that out of my system, especially seeing as I haven't updated in a while.

Jesse wants me to update more, maybe I will. I hate my updates, especially this one, so I'll end it here. Bye.